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I miscalculated, and I never… Travis, you know how dangerous the job is. Theo: I thought the wind was upslope from the east, so I told him it was safe to shelter in place. The repeated overdoses by the childhood friends and eventual death of one of them was a little too obvious for me, but it did help Travis get through his thick skull everything Vic had been trying to tell him. It was a messy situation all around, and fortunately, by the end, the best friends were able to work through their issues, helped along by the very on the nose medical emergencies of the week. Vic does what works for her, and what that is is trying to find someone she can one day love as much as she loved Ripley. She's gotten some flak for her approach to grief - even before Travis called her out this episode - but she's always been pretty vocal that how she mourns and who she chooses to date is no one else's business. She rebounded quickly after Ripley's death with Grey's Anatomy's Jackson, and even after that relationship ended, she's still been willing to put herself out there. Travis: Vic, for the millionth time, I’m not going to have sex with you. Vic: Yeah in a relationship you just have sex. Travis: You know I hate this weird part after a friendship fight, after it’s done where you both kinda feel icky and awkward and not back to normal with each other. Vic: Must have sucked to go through that without your best friend. And then suddenly, Michael died, and it was Theo’s fault. Theo was a legacy kid, so he rose up the ladder faster than Michael or I, but we were best friends, the three of us. He and Michael, they went through academy together. She and Travis differ in that way, as Vic has always been one to look forward rather than back. On the flip side, though, Vic has tried to do just that since losing Ripley. Well, we got our answer, as making Travis's grief all the more complicated and confusing was that Theo wasn't just some inexperienced captain who got Michael killed Theo was also Travis and Michael's best friend. Vic was not in the wrong here, so why was Travis so mad?

Maybe, I hoped, but as soon as I found out who he was, it was done because you. I thought about your feelings exclusive, and the most painful part about all of this is you haven’t thought about mine at all. I thought about your feelings immediately. Maybe, I hoped, but as soon as I found out who he was, it was done because you were more important. Vic: Travis I cared about him… I care about him so much that I am scared I am never going to care about anyone like that again, and just hoping that someday there’s going to be another him is the only thing that’s kept from me being entirely consumed by the loss of him. Travis: Did you? Because if you did, if you did honestly, if you did care about him…

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And I hate that I have to find a place to hide the mess every single day to even just be a person, and I hate knowing that no matter how well I hide it, the very next morning it’s going to be there waiting for me full force. I hate that four years on and every morning feels just as painful and awful and confusing as the day he died. I’m not over Michael, not even a little, and I hate it. She had no idea who Theo was when she met him, and upon learning who he was, she immediately broke things off. And at first, Travis's refusal to forgive Vic seemed childish.

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